I am sorry that I have not posted in awhile. I just wanted to get on here and let everyone know I am still trudging on. I am having some physical problems that I think are stress related. I get chest pains and stomach problems. I am trying to get through this in one piece. I have a family moving in here with me in the other trailor where my sister lived. They are going to help me with the bills and the mortgage. In return I am giving them a peace of my property when it is paid off. I have 5 1/2 acres and I dont need all of it. I am hoping this works out. I feel like I am hanging by a think thread. Well I am going to go. I hope that everyone is well. I will try to post more on my journal.