Monday, November 24, 2008

GED tesd


I know I have not posted in a long while. I have not been mentally well. I have been severely depressed. I have this hopeless feeling. I cant shake it. I didnt want to write n my journal unless I had something upbeat to say. I was so tired of writing nothing but depressing things. I am scheduled to take my GED test tonight. I am so depressed that I had feelings of just not going. What would be the point?? I know that I have to make myself go. Deep inside I know this is the turning point and first step to my new life. I am so tired though. I am so mentally drained. We arent doing so good trying to kep ends meet. We have to heat the house and do our laundry in a laundry matt. My washer just went. When it rains it poors. At the end of december I wont have a car anymore. I need to come up with 315 dollars to get it fixed. I wont be able to do it. It is very hard to keep myself going. I hope I pass this test. I need this upbeat news. Wish me luck!!

5 comments:

Nancy said...

Good luck Christine!!! I know you will pass this test and start to feel better!!!!!

Beth said...

I wish you the absolute best luck in the world, Christine!! I know you'll do well!!

Monica said...

Christine, I hope you find someone you feel comfortable talking to about the depression. I've been in a situation where I was fighting severe depression - where I didn't want to get out of bed or anything. It truly helps to talk to someone. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and wishing you the best on the GED!

Monica

DB said...

I wish you all kinds of good luck.

d

Marlene said...

Christine, today is Nov 27th. Did you pass that GED? I hope, I hope you did. Let us know, we are all pulling for you. Marlene