Monday, July 28, 2008

checking in

Hello all I wish I could say that things are going better but they arent. I havent been online much because I have been suffering from severe depression and anxiety. My health insurance benefits were dropped and I havent been able to get any help for it. I have spent most of my time in bed. I did go downstate to visit my parents and oldest daughter which ended up horrible. I had panic attack after panic attack. I am having such a hard time breathing.I dont know if this has to do with a physical problem or my anxiety. With no insurance, I am not going to see a doctor for it. I guess I have to leave it in God's hands. I am sorry that I have not commented on everyone's journals. I still wish the best for everyone and think about all of my j-land friends. I miss writing in my journal but I wanted to wait until I had something good to tell everyone. Nothing has looked up so I decided to check in and let everyone know that I am still here and hanging on. I will go into more detail about my trip downstate when I am feeling a little bit better. Not all of it was bad. I am going to go lay down for awhile. I wish everyone well and I will keep everyone in my prayers. God Bless.


janid731 said...

So sorry to hear about your panic attacks. I don't have them but a close friend does and I know they can be super scary.  I hope that you are able to find peace in God.  He will provide it.  I call on Phillipians 4:4-9 when I am feeling anxious. I hope it helps!

4. Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice!

  5. Let your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near.

  6. Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.

  7. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

  8. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.

  9. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.


ceilisundancer said...

Thank you for touching base.  God be with you.

bojgill4375 said...

Will keep you in my prayers. So sorry you are feeling bad. God bless, Janie

fieldpixie272 said...

oh sorry to hear this, I hope you feel better soon!

csandhollow said...

I am so sorry. I do understand as I am not in the best of times myself. I had to get back here. I needed an outlet.

shrbrisc said...

I am keeping you in my prayers

dbdacoba said...

Good to see you on line again for a while.  Do keep writing, it's good to do.

luvrte66 said...

Christine, I sure wish there was something I could do for you. Just know that we're all thinking of you and wanting things to get better for you.


salemslot9 said...

don't give up, Christine

itsjustme45j said...

Hang in there sweetie. Sometimes it's the 5 minutes of happiness that gets us through a year sadness. Cling to the happy.