The last couple of days have brought me some good news and some not so good news. The good news is that we found a loan for our new house. It may take a month or two to get everything in order but things look good. The bad news is that I can only take two dogs with me so one of my babies have to go. I chose Domino because he tends to be destructive. He is a loving dog but very high matanance.(sorry for the bad spelling) I will miss him dearly but my family has to come first.
The bad news is that my husband now has to work hours a day. He found that out last night. He has a bad back and has a hard time working the 8 hours he worked before. This is mandatory or they will fire him. We are not happy because he wont ever see the kids or me. Tonight I am up late because I cant sleep without him. He usually gets home at 11 now he wont get home until 2 am. Right now it is ok because my sister lives next door but when I move , I will be all alone. The good news is that we wil have extra money to get bills paid. I guess there is light in every dark situation. Yesterday I was in a bad emotional state. I cried alot and didn't even brush my hair right or get into descent clothes. Today I feel a bit better. It's been a roller coaster ride for me emotionally. One day I am happy, one day I am neutral and ten another day I am sad. I am hoping that when I move I feel alot better. Right now I am out in the middle of nowhere where I cant really get anywhere without driving a hundred miles. The house we want to move into is in town. I will be able to walk the kids and dogs to the park. Or I will be able to walk to the store. It will be so nice. Plus I will be able to get involved in more social things(if I can get o ver my social anxiety). Well I am going to try to lay down and go to bed. I hope all is well for everyone.
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Christine, that is great news. I could tell you were in a bad way yesterday. I think I left 3 comments. I surely do hope all works out for you. I was up at 4 this morning posting on my Journal. No response so far, that is ok. I am sure I will hear from you.
Well that is really good news about the house. I use to be scared to stay by myself at night when my husband worked the night shift. He worked from 11:30 p.m. until 7:30 a.m. I didn't mind the 2 a.m. it was after that time I hated. I have always been that way. With your dogs you should be alright. I am not scared anymore since I have the dogs. I can sleep and know that they will wake me if they hear something. They say that 2 dogs is good. Most people do not want to bother with 2 dogs. They will go some place where they don't have to worry about 2 dogs. They say 2 dogs is a good security system. lol Hope you got some sleep. Have you checked on medication for depression. My 2 aunts and uncle all take depression medicine. It runs in my family. Blessings, Janie
Hi Christine, I had found that same article on wet pavement and cruise control a little earlier. and I never knew it before. You sound so much happier, I just hope you are succesful with getting the house and you know what, my friend, be as happy as possible and even though you are living the life god gave you, it is not always an easy life, but be glad you have the proveledge to live life. Some people are denied. You are a worrier and I am also, so I know how easy it is to let worrying take over. Thank you for your kind comments on my journal.
Lucille
I am so hopeful for you Christine... the Lord is working in your life, at this very moment!!! PLease turn to Him...talk to Him... tell Him how you feel and what you need. Ask Him for the help you want.
I want you to be happy everyday... to know that sadness is a part of life, but it is a fleeting emotion... not to be lingered on or dwelt in. I want you to feel real joy. The kind of joy you have when you know Jesus. He can change your tune...He can change your heart.
Things can get better...
You are loved Christine..
Amanda
Hi Christine, I am glad to hear from you. Glad you have been doing a little cruising on line.
Lucille
Christine, I knew you would enjoy my Journal for Spunky, I am truly an animal lover but more for dogs. Later.
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