My sister isnt doing well

Thank you for all the comments. I am so sorry that I have not commented on anyone's journal lately. My sister found out that she has a fragmnent of bone stuck in her back. She is still in the hospital and may need surgery. She is not doing well mentally. She had a break down in the hospital today and strted yelling and crying because she wants to die. She told me to that I should forget about her and she broke up with her husband. She says that she has nothing to give me. I had to leave and go to the waiting room and just take deep breaths. I was with her all day today at the hospital and I am very tired emotionally and physically. Then I had to come home with three kids who were just being bad. I am going to take a hot bath and relax. I need it. I feel so lost and upset. I will write more later. I cant even think anymore. Thank you for all your prayers.