Wednesday, May 21, 2008

One of my bad days


I am definitely not having a very good day today. I didn't get out of bed until 1. That is just embarrassing and awful. When I got out of bed I went and took a bath. I thought that would wake me up. I felt so lethargic. I started to feel dizzy while I was in the bath tub and a yelled for my husband. He tried to help me out but I ended up falling. I hurt my hip a bit. I felt as if I was going to throw up. I got myself dressed. I say down on the couch for awhile. I just feel so out of it today. I don't know what is wrong. I have a counciling appointment tomorrow at 2. Maybe that will help some with my depression. Some days I feel as if I could conquer the world and other days I will be lucky to get out of bed.

To make matters worse, My wonderful neighbor(and I use that word lightly) came storming over here saying the phone was shut off. My brother in law was nice enough to leave the phone on over there in his name after he moved out and they moved in. They expected him to pay the bill every month out of the four hundred they were giving us for rent!!!!! Insane!!! She came over here grabbed the phone and yelled. On her way out the door I said "I don't need this I am sick" I was saying this to my husband. Apparently she thought I was calling her a B*%CH. I didn't say that. I heard her over there yelling about me calling her that. I went over there feeling dizzy and told her  that I said I was sick. She said sorry but I didn't need this today. They are now claiming that they have been giving us 450 a month for all the utilities. That is such a lie!! I cant believe I actually tried to help these people!!!! I don't want to throw them out. I am not like that. Today was just not the day for this. It must be nice to pay only 400.00 a month for a place to live, a phone and electric, and cable!!! Don't we all wish we had it that lucky!! Well I guess I will close this entry. I really shouldn't be complaining about people like this. I should be helping people without complaining. I hope everyone in J-land is doing well. Hugs to all.


luvrte66 said...

Hi Christine! I love that picture of the deer and the rabbit....

I hope things look up for you soon. Know that there are people out here--people you've never even met--that are thinking of you and hoping that you feel better.


lv2trnscrb said...

(((Christine))) that is so hard with the people renting from you; $400 is a very reasonable amount for rent; they should realize it doesn't cover utilities too; here where I live in Southern California, people would be lining up to pay $400 with the understanding utilities would be extra since rent is sooo expensive here; too bad they are being so ungrateful

hoping tomorrow is a better day for you


pamal3 said...

Aw Sweetie of course you should be complaining. These people are taking you for fool. You are most probably feeling so down and depressed due to the stress Involving them. It Is lovely to help people, yes but there is helping and then there Is being walked all over and I am sorry to say this but you are being made a complete idiot by these people. They are freeloaders who know they are on to a good thing. You have to get rid of them. Why should you be out of pocket at the expense of someone else? I firmly believe your whole wee world would Improve dramatically If you sent them packing. I know you say It Is not In your nature to do so but at what cost Christine?. Your health is extremely Important. Ask your counsellor for some advice to help sort this out. If you can honestly answer yes to the next question then It's time to do something. Would you feel a lot better with these people gone?. Love Pam xx

bojgill4375 said...

I bet I could sleep until 1 in the afternoon if my husband wasn't home. lol Retirement is totally wearing me out. lol Not use to having him home 24-7. Hmmm I wouldn't mind telling them a thing or two. Maybe they need to find another place to live where they will have things easier. lol Keep you in my prayers. God Bless, Janie

shrbrisc said...

Thanks for visiting my journal and please feel free to read it anytime I set your alerts so I can check in on you.. I hope you get to feeling better soon..

csandhollow said...

400 is dirt cheap!

Sometimes it takes tough love to help someone.