I am definitely not having a very good day today. I didn't get out of bed until 1. That is just embarrassing and awful. When I got out of bed I went and took a bath. I thought that would wake me up. I felt so lethargic. I started to feel dizzy while I was in the bath tub and a yelled for my husband. He tried to help me out but I ended up falling. I hurt my hip a bit. I felt as if I was going to throw up. I got myself dressed. I say down on the couch for awhile. I just feel so out of it today. I don't know what is wrong. I have a counciling appointment tomorrow at 2. Maybe that will help some with my depression. Some days I feel as if I could conquer the world and other days I will be lucky to get out of bed.
To make matters worse, My wonderful neighbor(and I use that word lightly) came storming over here saying the phone was shut off. My brother in law was nice enough to leave the phone on over there in his name after he moved out and they moved in. They expected him to pay the bill every month out of the four hundred they were giving us for rent!!!!! Insane!!! She came over here grabbed the phone and yelled. On her way out the door I said "I don't need this I am sick" I was saying this to my husband. Apparently she thought I was calling her a B*%CH. I didn't say that. I heard her over there yelling about me calling her that. I went over there feeling dizzy and told her that I said I was sick. She said sorry but I didn't need this today. They are now claiming that they have been giving us 450 a month for all the utilities. That is such a lie!! I cant believe I actually tried to help these people!!!! I don't want to throw them out. I am not like that. Today was just not the day for this. It must be nice to pay only 400.00 a month for a place to live, a phone and electric, and cable!!! Don't we all wish we had it that lucky!! Well I guess I will close this entry. I really shouldn't be complaining about people like this. I should be helping people without complaining. I hope everyone in J-land is doing well. Hugs to all.