Another one of my babies is going to a new home today. This is tearing me up inside. I am glad that she is going to a loving home though. I cant take care of her anymore. I am so emotionally spent. I can barely take care of my children.
I woke up today without crying. That was an accomplishment for me. I kept string until a few minutes ago and then I started crying again. This has been a nightmare. I know I will get through it. I just have to keep myself going. I am going to allow myself today to just cry and rest. Today there isnt any government offices open for me to call. Tomorrow I have to get my emotions into gear and get calls made. I need progress. My children are relying on me to either fix this or find another home. I can do this but not today. : (
Please give me the strength and wisdom that I need to do what has to be done for my family. Please help me to keep our loving family together.