Tuesday, June 3, 2008

saw the councilor today

I went to the councilor today. I talked out what happened to me. I cried. I feel so betrayed. I guess it is something that will take awhile to get over. I hope that the woman will realize that her husband is abusive and leave him for a better life. I tried my best to help. I just pray that the children will be safe. Nothing really new has happened today. I felt a bit better after talking to the councilor but I still have alot of hurt felings and depression. I am hoping that someday i will feel normal and enjoy life more. She suggested me volunteering at a nursing home because she can tell I like to help people. I do like helping people. I never thought about it but I think maybe I should put that to good use. Maybe I can find a career where I can help people and make money doing it. I hope everyone in J-land is safe and healthy. Thank you very much for the caring person award. That put a smile on my face. Thank you all for being there for me. You all mean alot to me. I am going to lay down for awhile.

God Bless

6 comments:

pamal3 said...

I hope you feel better soon Christine. Just take one day at a time. I think your counsellor Is on to something there. I think that helping out In a nursing home would be right up your street. Love Pam xx

ceilisundancer said...

Oh, congrats on the caring person award!

It can be hard to see someone struggle, when we on the outside know I they could just break away from their situation..........  but they can't fathom doing it.

You did what you could, and, inside, she knows that, and God knows that.

Hmmm, that could be an idea for you.  

shrbrisc said...

congrats on your award and I hope you feel better soon
hugs
Sherry

bojgill4375 said...

Congratulations on the award. :-) People being mean can be so hurtful. Hope you heal fast. Some people are a pro at picking people they know will help. Praying that the children are safe. In my prayers. God Bless, Janie

rdautumnsage said...

Some day the only way I get through it, is by the volunteer work I do myself. If it wasn't for the animals I foster or the help I provide at the Woman's shelter I do believe I would be worse off. I'm the same way...I find it easier and readily help someone before I help myself. In the end helping another, helps keep me real. (Hugs) Indigo

lv2trnscrb said...

Christine, congrats on your award; it was well-deserved since you are a very caring person; I'm glad you got to meet with your counselor today; I bet you just needed a chance to talk about what happened with this family leaving to someone who could just listen and maybe offer some insights into it

working in a nursing home would be wonderful, whether you do it as a volunteer or get trained to be a nurse's aide; they are always looking for loving compassionate people

betty